Saturday, October 24, 2020

I'm writing about my current situation and state. Not pulling punches. Just the truth.....

Hey..... I'm just finding so much depression and darkness creeping in my life lately.

  And I'm trying to keep my eyes and heart focused on the good.

  But, it seems all I see lately is desperate times and being taken advantage of because of my good nature, that I've tried to uphold over all these years.

  And I was praying last night, and as I lay in bed....

   I asked for strength to keep moving forward.

  And once again, that still, small voice breaks through my pain, agony and distress.

  " Child, just listen to my voice. I'll never let harm come to you."

  After suffering incredible personal losses in the last year and a half: my wife's passing, losing my home, losing all we had strived and slaved for over 30+ years, and now....losing my only begotten 2 months ago. And now living in a housing situation that includes non-working showers and sinks, still dealing with situations that have put my existence to threat....

  I still live....

  I still "suck air"....

  And that's what the Grace of Jesus is about....

....<3'n Jesus Always, k


Sunday, October 18, 2020

Well, Let's see what insights I come up with now, after losing my legacy.......

 

   I just felt like writing this morning. 

 And I haven't wanted to talk about anything lately....

 I know it's early on a Sunday morning, but I can't hold back much more....

The standard protocol for anyone that carries the prophetic gift from God, from what I've watched and learned over the years, is YOU go through it before it manifests in others lives around you.

 And what I see is a 'Time of Testing' coming.

  Doesn't mean His children won't receive some FANTASTIC blessings, but.....learn to share those blessings.

  Because otherwise, they'll be stripped from you.

  I've been challenged a lot lately. physically, mentally, but most important Spiritually.

 And just because of the events over the last year and a half, 

I should have just written it all off like taxes.

 I want to encourage you today.

You are watched over.. God has not forgotten you.

 Lately, I've begun to see the angels that stand behind us, over every stranger that has walked in my doors lately.. And seen the massive presence that follows us daily.

 Those 'huge hands on your shoulder as you sleep'.....

I've had so many strangers walk in my door in the last week. 

 Had a fellow walk in tonight. The others were cooking in the kitchen, so he had nothing to do. He sat down and introduced himself. And then.....

 I began to see, and then speak what I heard.  And he began to cry.......

  I never expected that. I've felt like such a desperate person the last year. Lost so much. Wishing I could once again hear the clear Voice of the Lord for His Guidance. 

  And yet, I hear only the Whispers.....

  Secrets to be passed on.....

  Guess I better pay closer attention.....

....Love in Jesus Always, k.


 

Thursday, September 24, 2020

Well, The "Job" Experience Continues......LOL!

 

   Dear Readers,

  What A Long, Strange Journey It Has Become.....

I Don't Have Boils, (Thank God!) Yet, In The Last Few Years, I've Lost Everything. And To Some, That Sounds Like A Death Sentence.

  Lost My Girl Last April After 32 Years. 

  Lost All Our Posessions We Gained Over The Decades.

Now,.... August 23rd,.... I Lost My Only Son At 31 Years Of Age.

  Yet, Have I Cursed God? No. My Faith Now Is Stronger Than It's Ever Been.

  Because We Are Not Promised Tomorrow. 

I Never Thought Of Losing My Only Namesake.

Yet, The Father Is Gracious. He Brings Those Needed To Our Sides...

Be Aware Of What The Holy Spirit Shows You Each Day. Though My Heart Is Torn And Broken In The Natural, I Have Finally Learned To Rise Above.

 The Father Has Kept Me Here, Though Those I Loved Have Been Taken.


But I Will Not Give In To Despair. Just What The Enemy Wants. Yet, I Will Stand And Declare The Glory I Have Been Witness Too. 

I Still Stand And Breathe....Until The Trumpet Blows...


And I Have A New Love In My Life. My Queen, My Tiffany....And She Makes Me Overjoyed. Thank You, Jesus, For Her.....


That's It For Now. All I Could Type. (Emo Times, LOL!)

I'll Post Again Soon. I Still Have Much To Process...<3'n Jesus Always, k.


Thursday, June 11, 2020

It's Been 432 Days Since My Life Changed Forever...



  1 Year...2 Months....5 Days....

I Realize I Haven't Posted Since January, But It's Easier To Make Excuses Than Taking Actions.

Sure, I've Had Some Very Bad Days Lately. My Son, Whom I Live With Now, Has Suffered Much The Same Mentally, Spiritually And Especially, Physically.

A Hospitalization Or 2; No Big Deal In My Life, At This Point.
Yet, I Breathe Today. And I Thank Jesus, I Can Walk, Hear (Somewhat, LOL!), Speak, And Rise Out Of Bed.

 Each Day You Wake And Breathe, Is A Miracle.

Don't Overlook The Simplicities And Miracles Daily In Your Life. These Are The Days And Times When You Will Learn The Most. The Father Is Always In Control. Nothing Ever Escapes His Eye.

  Even Now, We Enter Even Greater Days Of Uncertainty. Locally, Statewide, Nationwide....And Earthwide. Disasters The Scale Of Which Have Not Been Recorded In Modern Times Have Already Begun. And Shall Continue To Escalate.

  But The Message I Have Is Never One Of Destruction. That's Not The Definition Of The Gift Of Prophecy, One Of The 9 Granted.
And Please, I'm Not Saying By Any Means I Am Some Sort Of Seer Or Prophet.

 Listen....Take Just A Moment Out Of Your Hectic Day, Stop And Breathe, And Consider These Verses:


 - Fear thou not; for I [am] with thee: be not dismayed; for I [am] thy God: I will strengthen thee; yea, I will help thee; yea, I will uphold thee with the right hand of my righteousness.

 - Ye are of God, little children, and have overcome them: because greater is he that is in you, than he that is in the world.

 - O LORD, I have heard thy speech, [and] was afraid: O LORD, revive thy work in the midst of the years, in the midst of the years make known; in wrath remember mercy.

 - Now the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace in believing, that ye may abound in hope, through the power of the Holy Ghost.

It Doesn't Matter What Nation, Culture Or Creed You're Living Under, 30 Seconds Of Silence Before The Almighty Is Worth More Than 100 Years Of Talking.

Tell Me: What Can You Place Your ABSOLUTE Trust In Nowadays?

Your Government, Perhaps? Your Friends? Your Family?

Have They Perhaps Failed You In The Past? 
Funny Thing Is, In My 6 Decades Walking, He's Never Failed A Single Time.
100-0 Is A Pretty Good Record. 
Compared To The 2007 New England Patriots (16-0). #LOLZ

But, I Think I Digress...

My Point Is: We Are Entering The Most Fascinating Time In History Ever Recorded.

A Time Where Fear Overrules Logic, Rationality And Love, Resulting In 1-3 Americans Being Diagnosed With Anxiety, Depression Or Other Mental Health Issues.

And Then, There Is The Other Side Of The Coin.

We Can Choose To Give Into Fear.
Or Walk In Faith, Confident And Covered In The Love, Power And 24/7 Protection Of The Lord Our God.

I Choose Now To Walk Into The Future He Has Before Me. 
Years Old Talents, Skills And Gifts I Once Thought Lost, As Have Many Of You, Are Beginning To Spring To Life In My Heart And Mind Lately.


Take Heart, Beloved.

Look To Jesus.

You Haven't Been Forgotten And The Best Is Yet To Come. 

I'll Be Back With You Soon.

...<3'n Jesus Always, k








Wednesday, January 22, 2020

You Peoples Of Russia & The 'Northern Regions'....What Holds As Truth In An Age Of Deceptions?


  Perhaps An "Internet Glitch " Shall Happen.

  Perhaps A "404" Error Will Show Up....

  But Continue, To Seek TRUTH.

  For Those Who Seek, Shall Find.

  Your Heart Has Questions. Yet...No Answers That Have That Heartfelt Ring Of Truth To Them.

  Questions You Won't, Or Dare Not Bring Into Everyday Conversations, Without Being Considered
  A Nutcase, Dangerous Or Considered "Subversive" To The Status Quo.

  Subject To Being Silenced Or Stifled By Those Who Truly Have No Power, Except What The Lord
  God Sees Fit To Allow.

  Your Minds Run, From The Turmoil Of The Many Voices Speaking Gibberish To The Core Of Who
  You Truly Are, And Have Been Designed To Be By The Creator.

  Yes...Our World Has Changed. Your/Our/Governments Opinions Don't Matter Anymore...

  What Matters Is The Opinions Of The One Who Holds This World And Untold Universes & The
  Sands Of Time Within The Palm Of His Hand...And He Considers The Ways Of Men.

  From Birth, We Are Taught To Stand Against The Winds Of Change. To Adapt And Overcome The
  Challenges Of Our Brief Mortal Lives. For Our Lives Are But A Brief Flicker In The Sands Of
  Time.

  Yet, You Are Made More Than A Whisper Across The Sands Of Centuries. You Have Been Created
  To Be An Eternal Being, Unfettered By The Demands Of Mortal Men Or Self-Appointed Ruling
  "Authorities".

  He Who Walks Upon The Stones Of Fire Desires Your Thoughts And Conversation. As A Mother
  Runs To The Cooing Or Crying Of Her Child.

  Jesus Is By Your Side Each Day. Drawing You. Wooing You. "Come Home To Me And Let Me
  Cover Your Wounds With Salve. Let Me Take Away The Pain And Anguish."

  Desiring To Give You Comfort In A World Seemingly Gone Mad....Full Of Anger, Strife, Misery,
  And Unfulfilled Expectations.

  Oh, Loved Ones Of Russia! He Has Seen Each Tear, Shed Every Second Of Your Brief Lives. Yet,
  Hold Fast To The Fire Stoked In Your Hearts. That Eternal Fire Is An Unquenchable Flame That
  Man, Nor Beast, Nor Unimaginable Disasters Will Ever Put Out.

  One Man, Innocent And Free From Guile Or Deceit.

  One Man..Accused Of Crossing The Lines Of 'Acceptable Societal Behavior' For Nothing More
  Than Speaking Truth Others Dared Not.

  One Man. Scorned, Mocked, Beaten And Crucified, Because Mortal Men Would Not Accept Simple
  Wisdom And Truth.

  Because They Relished Darkness More Than Light.

  One Man, With Nothing But A Heart Of Intense, Flaming, Fiery Love For Those He Helped Create.

  One Man.....Jesus, The Christ.

  I Have Walked This Earth Almost 6 Decades Come The 18th Of This Next Month.

  In My Youth, I Was Stupid, Naive And Sought Only That Which Pleased My Flesh. And Yet The
  More Years That Pass, I Look Back And Realize What I Had Missed Or Had Not Been Instructed
  Upon Earlier.

  My Flesh Was My Daily Feast. Yet As The Years, Decades And Disappointments Of Life Moved
  On, The Dissatisfaction Of Life Continued, For Time Stops For No Man Or Woman.

  Lift Your Eyes, Those Of The Northern Regions Of Russia And Heartstrong.

  Your Future Lies Not In Self-Appointed Feeble, Fallible And Mortal Men.

  Your Future Is Your Own As Mortal Men And Women Whose Hearts And Lives Are Not Placed In
  The Hands Of Those Aforementioned.

  Your Futures Now Lie Within The Hands Of The Living God.

  If You Will But Turn Your Hearts From The Deceptions Of Those Whose Lives Are As Fragile As
  The Morning Flowers In The Blazing Heat Of The Midday Sun That Wilts Them In It's Gaze.

  Empires Have Come And Gone Over The Ages. Emporers And Kings Lie In The Dust After
  Declaring Their Omnipresence Over The Masses.

  Yet One Name Has Stood The Test Of Time, Wars, Revolutions, Plagues, Disasters Both Manmade
  And Natural.

  Run Now To Jesus, For His Arms Are Open And Welcoming.

  Lay Down Your Weaknesses, Faults And Sins Before Him.

  And Find Strength, Wisdom, Love And Forgiveness Like You Have Never Experienced In This   Brief Mortal Life, Because The Best Is Yet To Come....

  I'll See You On The Other Side And We Will Rejoice Forever & Eternally.

  ...Love In Jesus Always,k









Sunday, November 10, 2019

To My Brothers & Sisters In Ukraine.....



   Hear Now, Those With Ears To Hear...

   The Way Of The Lord Is The Way Of Love And Walking In Forgiveness.

  If You Honestly Desire To Follow Jesus Christ, You Have To Strive To Become The Mirror Image Of The Master.

   Not Some Imitation Of Him, In Who There Was No Hesitation To Sometimes Suffering For Others.

   He Came To Give Life Abundantly.

   And Sometimes Dark Times Become The Times Of Your Greatest Learning Of Wisdom.

   Life Can Be Short.

   Make The Right Choices Today.

   I've Suffered More In The Last 2-3 Years Than I Had Ever Suffered Through My Entire Life.

   Yet My Brothers And Sister's In Ukraine, Look Up Now. Focus Not On The Waves And Storms Like Peter Dod, Yet Keep Your Eyes On The Master.

   The One Who Has Known You Before Birth.

   The One Who Has Your Life In The Palm Of His Hand.

   His Wisdom Will Guide You Each Day, And Your Hearts Of Fire Against Injustice Will Rise As One.

   His Spirit Blows Throughout The Earth Now. To Those Who Want Change For The Better In Their Lives And Those Around Them.

   To Those Who Appreciate That They Have Been Given Life And Freedom Against The Odds.

   Throw Off Your Chains, #Ukriane.

   My Opinions Are My Own, And Fashioned By The Unrelenting Forgiveness In Jesus.

   ...<3'n Jesus Always,k.


 

   

Sunday, October 13, 2019

In The Midst Of Devastation, Hope Arises Still....


  The Last Year Of My Life Has Been A Job-Like Experience.

  I've Lost Everything I Thought Once Precious.

  My Wife & Friend Of 32 Years 6 Months Ago Under The Most Traumatic Of Circumstances.

  Evicted From My Home And The Majority Of My Possesions Only 2 Months After Her Passing.

  I've Had To Move Place To Place a Few Times After Being Displaced.

  And Now I Live In A House That Unknowingly Had A Bedbug Infestation, Barely Working Toilet Facilities With No Heat And Destroyed Beyond Belief.

  I've Had Multiple Health Issues With My Parkinson's, Heart And Stress Related Problems.

  I've Been Emotionally Vulnerable, And Been Taken Advantage Because Of It.

  And Yet I Walk On.

  I Will Not Give Up Nor Give In.

  I Will Not Give Up Even If He Slays Me.

  And I Say This Now, Do Not Give Up On Your Faith In Jesus.

  He Will Deliver On His Promises.

  In This Day And Age Of Extremism, And A Vast Divide Growing Between What Is Right And What Is Wrong, I Will Carry On.

  He Does Not Forget His Own.

  Share If You Will To Encourage Others Through Their Trials.

  Amos 3:17 "For The Lord God Does Nothing Without First Revealing His Plans To His Servants The Prophets."

  I'll Write More Later.

  Be Blessed....<3'n Jesus Always,k


Monday, August 5, 2019

I Appreciate the views from #Romania....



   The World Of The Northerns...

   You Have Felt Abandoned Of The Lord At Times.

   Yet, You Are Preserved.

   You Survive, By The Lessons You Have Learned.

  The Lord Your God, Whom You Have Sought With Your Whole Hearts In The Times Of Despair....

  He Has Heard The Cries Of Your Hearts.

  Look To The Heavens Now.

  Because HE SHALL Perform His Word To You.....

  #Selah.....

  ....Love In Jesus Always,k.

Wednesday, July 3, 2019

New Post Up..... 3 Months Later, Hopefully, A New Day Dawns....



  I Know I Haven't Updated Since April. My Apologies...

It's Not Been A Fun Ride, But Walking With Jesus Never Is.

In The Last 3 Months, I've Lost My Best Friend & Love Of 32 Years, Had All Finances Stripped From Me, Been Close To A Complete Mental Breakdown, Had Adult Protective Services Called On Us, My Neighbor Upstairs Has Threatened Me And My Son With Physical Harm Over Nothing And I've Been Taken To Court To Be Legally Evicted From My Home Of Over 16 Years Now.

  Yet God's Grace Has Sustained Me. And Amazes Me More Each Day.
The Results Of Trusting Jesus With Everything I Have:

  I've Been Successfully Connected To One Of The Biggest & Most Successful Law Firms Here In Buffalo For My SSI/SSD Case That Has Dragged For Years, With Them Claiming Extreme Financial Hardship To Get My SECOND Hearing Granted Quicker.

  I've Gotten Help From My Social Services Caseworker, Above And Beyond The Call Of Duty.

  I've Had The Adult Protective Services Senior CaseWorker Behind Me a 1000%.

  I'm Back In Grief Counseling And My Counselor Has Filled Out An Online Application To Help Me Find Housing And Get Rental Assistance.

  I've Had Tons Of Friends And Acquaintances Looking For Adequate And Affordable Housing For Me And My Son.

  During The Housing Court Eviction Proceedings, Of Which I Wasn't Even Allowed In The Court For, I Don't Owe My Landlord The Last 2 Months Rent Of $1300, And I Don't Owe Him For July Either. By The Way, The Judge Did Not Grant A Court Ordered Eviction, and Also Gave Me Until The End Of JULY To Move Out.

  I Received My Medical Exclusion From Social Services Work Program Due To Disabilities, Which Means I Am Now Eligible For Some Cash Assistance.

  And Probably More Blessings That I Am Currently Forgetting At This Late Hour Of The Day.

   See.....My Jesus Is Not Dead.

  In Fact, He's More Alive In Me Now Than I Have Ever Felt Since I First Met Him.
Doesn't Mean It's Getting Easier. The Battles Are Tougher, But Hanging Tight To Him Has Been An Eye-Opener.
 When You Have Nothing Other Than Him And His Promises To Trust In, Then, The Battle Is Then Won.

  As Humans, We Don't Like Being Outnumbered, Overwhelmed By The Enemy, Or Denied Even Creature Comforts.

  I Don't. Do You?

  Yet He That Sits In Heaven Sees All. And He Considers The Ways Of Men.

  What On This Earth Can You Ultimately Trust In?

  Your Government? LOLZ! Like Ants Before His Eyes, Power And Ability.

  Your "Church"? Better Sometimes To Beg In The Streets.

  Your "Friends & Family"? See Number 2. #NuffSaid

  Yourselves? Please.....

   We Are Frail, Fragile, Decrepit, Worthless, Pride-Filled Pieces Of Various Weights & Heights Standing On 2 Shaky Limbs, Waving Our Arms About Like A Bad Car Dealer Advertising Ploy, Full Of Hot Air And Frantically Waving Arms And Bobbing Through Life Like Our Heads Are Not Screwed On Straight. And No, Their Not.

  #BeHonestWithYourselves

  Jesus Came To Help Us Escape The Drudge Of Everyday Mundane Life To Show Us There Was Something Beyond This Pile Of Cr*p.

  Yeah, I Know. "Not Very Christian-Like To Use Those Words.

  Sorry. I'm Still Flawed And Very Human. But Like Jesus, I Will Identify On Your Level.

  I'm Not Going To Take The Stance Of Many 'Successful' Preachers, Evangelists, 'Charlatans', That
YOU Need To Just Buy My Books, Teaching Tapes And Become A Monthly Donor To Become A 'Godly' Success Like Me! And Let Me Send You This "Free Gift" Of Holy Anointing Water! Just Put It On Your Checkbook And Watch The Checks Roll In!!!!!

  My Master Owned A Robe And Sandals. That's It.

  And If He Could Make It Just Fine, With An Entourage Following Behind Him And Make It....I Got No Worries.

  And As For The Prophetic....A Lot Happening. But I Haven't Been Given A Voice Yet To Speak Of Things. Still Praying About What I've Been Shown.

  But I've Seen A Great Uptick In Fulfillments.

  But What I Do See Happening....A Need That Cries Out Deep From The Hearts Of Individuals. The Pressure Is Becoming Overwhelming. You Either Give In To God's Forgiveness, Grace, Truth And Love. Or You Give Up To Despair, Discouragement And Defeat. And That End Isn't Pretty.

  My Late Wife And I Talked To And Ministered To Far Too Many People Over The Years Now.

  Some Listen. Some Don't.

  Some Are Very Successful And Light Years Past Where They Were When We Took Them In.

  Others, Not Heeding Wisdom, Lie Under Stone Memorials Or Plaques Until The Day Of Resurrection.

  I Hope Sharing This Helped Even ONE PERSON.

  Do NOT GIVE UP! The Father Refines And Purifies Those He Loves With An Intense, Burning And Everlasting Love.

  If You Don't Know Jesus Personally, Just Like I Didn't 38 Years Ago In My Bedroom At 3:00 In The Morning Hearing Demonic Voices Telling Me To Go Kill My Mom In Her Sleep, Just Ask Him Now.

  He's Waiting. And Has Been Waiting For That One Moment.

  And Maybe Now Is The Time To Surrender Your Temporary World,
  To His Glorious, Eternal One.

  #CatchTheVision

  Until Later.....<3'n Jesus Always,k.,

 
















Tuesday, April 30, 2019

It's With A Heavy Heart I Write This Post........


   (Update 6/3/2019: I Appreciate The Tremendous Uptick In Views Yesterday.
 I Just Happened To Check Tonight, (Sundays Are Never 'Busy', So To Speak.)
But I Was A Little Overwhelmed At The Massive Increase.
   I Plan On Posting Again Soon. I'm Trying To Still Come Out Of The Fog.
....<3'n Jesus Always,k.)


   On April 6th, At 2:42P.M, My Beloved Wife, Friend And Sister In The Lord, Went Home To Be With Her Master & Savior, Jesus.

   She Fought A Tremendous Battle Of Spirit And Will For Over A Month In A CVICU (Cardio Vascular Intensive Care Unit) Floor Here In Our City.

Through Erratic Heart Rythyms Like A Rollercoaster.

Through A Half-Blocked Aortic Valve.

Through Internal Bleeding And Liver Failure.

Through Kidney Dialysis, Intubation And Feeding Tubes.

A Broken Ankle (2 Places), From A Fall Never Set Correctly The First Time.

A Fingertip, Gangrenous From Lack Of Blood Flow.

Over 8 Months Away From Home, Bouncing From Physical Rehab Centers To Hospitals, With Barely 2 Weeks Home.

And A Host Of Infections And Multiple Other Issues.

And Yet....She Never Lost Sight Of Her Lord.

And Now, She's Released From The Pain Of This World To The Glory Of The Next....

I'll Tell More About Her Story In A Future Post. I Have To Quit For Now.

I Can't See The Screen Anymore....<3'n Jesus Always,k.


 


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Saturday, February 2, 2019

My Apologies. #SituationsLately. And Yet, Our Father Walks Us Through The Fire Daily...



   Have To Take My Time With This Post.
   Unfortunately Posting This At After Midnight, E.S.T.
   I'm Exhausted. Just Realized I Forgot My Meds Yesterday and This Morning.

   "Crud."
 
   Too Much Drama Lately.

   "Sigh"

  Have Had A Lot Of Time Lately To Be Alone, Since My Love Has Been In And Out Of Hospitals And Rehab Centers For Over The Last 6 Months Now.
  And This Very Evening Lies, In A Strange Place, Strange Bed And Miles From Her Husband Of 31 Years Come February 28th.
    I Ponder, Think, Digest, Pray And War In Prayer For Her Lately.
    And For The Nations Of The World.
    And Yes, I've Seen Results.
    Prayer Works. All We Need To Do Is Believe.

I've Had The Blessed Opportunity Lately, To Blurt Out A Few Basic Revelatory Truths Of The Kingdom Of God Lately To Someone We Took In Off The Streets, As Jesus Would Have Done.

  It's One Thing To Talk It.
  Another To Walk It.

   And Yet, Although My Life And My Familie's Has Seemingly Been Set Upon By Every Misfortune And 'Devil Out Of Hell', We Stand Strong.

  #WeWillNotBreak
  #WeWillNotGive
  #WeWillNotFall
  #OurGodReignsForever .....<3'n Jesus Always,k.

   P.S. I'm Sorry. I'm Tired. Have So Much To Share, But I'm Just Just Drained.
   I Promise I Will Try To Finish These Thoughts Off Tomorrow.
...<3'n Jesus Always,k.

Saturday, December 22, 2018

Ukraine....Hold Tightly To What Has Been Spoken To Your Hearts.....


Ukraine.....You Are On My Heart Again....."
Situations Unforeseen Have Risen Up.
But Nothing Is Unforseen Before The Eyes Of Him Who Lives Forever.
Do Not Stand In Fear Or Awe Of What Faces You.
Stand In The Freedom That The Almighty Has Already Spoken Over Your Lives.
Stand....And See The Salvation Of The Living God."

   I Just Want To Apologize Ahead Of Time. I'm A Bit Affected & Sorry For What I See, Read And Hear In My Spirit And Then Post About.
 It Seems Almost Every Night Now Lately.
 The Lord Wants His People To Be Ready.
He's About To Pour Out Unbelievable Miracles In Your Lives.
Things Only Dreamt Of, Church.
It Will Not Be The Hand Of Man Nor Any Human Form Of Honor In His Sanctuary.
It Will Be A Demonstration Of The Power Of His Own Hand, Putting Supposed 'Men Of God' To Shame And A Palce Of Repentance.
The Church Has Been Challenged.

 Excuse My Punctuation Errors Or Spacing.
I'm Having A FFew Minor Issues Lately With My Parkinson's.
<MY Tremors Have Obviously Increased A Little Lately.
LOL! i sTILL mAKE a gREAT mILKSHAKE oR fRAPPE iF yOU cATCH mE bEFORE mY mEDS!
#LaughAtLife!
Be Blessed My Friends, BrotherS & sISTERS!
...<3'n Jesus Always,k.

Sunday, September 23, 2018

In The Midst Of Our Trials, I Want To Encourage You. Even Though You Think You're Weak....



   I Just Want To Encourage You Today, Because I've Learned A Few Things Since My Last Post.

See, It Doesn't Matter How Old You Are In Years Or The 'Wisdom Of This World'. The Nature Of Jesus & The Father Never Changes.
  Our Problem, As A Human Race, Is We Vary With The Tide Of Acceptance And Opinion. Yet, The Father Is Immutable. His Justice AND Mercy Is Unchangeable.

   Oh, We Think At Times That He Is "Unjust, Unmerciful And Unforgiving", Depending On Our Current Circumstances. Yet He Sees And Weighs Every Thought And Action Of Our Hearts And Minds. There's Nothing That He Can't See Even In The Most Hidden Parts Of Our Thoughts And Feelings. We Have No Defense Before Him, As He Examines Our Lives, Actions And Most Importantly, Our Motives.
  We Would Be Branded 'Guilty As Charged', Except For His Mercy And Grace. An Issue In Itself Which Is As Overwhelming And Unfathomable To Our Minds, Understanding And Life Concepts As Counting Every Frain Of Sand On The Beach.

   I Just Want To Confess That I Don't Always Have An Unshaken Faith In Him. Yes, I Have Fears And Doubts When I Hear His Still, Small Voice Within My Heart And Mind. Yet So Many Times When I Have Asked For His Grace And Mercy Over A Desperate Situation, He Always Comes Through With A Miracle. In Spite Of  My Diminished Faith At Times.
   When This Happens It Refreshes Our Faith In The One Who Has Already Overcome All Things. When Unbelief  Takes Over, And The Evidence Of Our Circumstances Tries To Tell Us Our Faith Is Perhaps Useless, He Steps In.
 
   Sorry To Inform Those Who Claim To Be 'Atheists And Agnostics',  But, God Is Not Dead.
 And Neither Is Jesus.
The Father And Son, And Most Importantly, The Holy Spirit Will Continue To Woo Our Hearts Into His Loving Care Until We Take Our Last Breath.
He Loves Us That Much.
I've Watched Him Change Far Too Many Lives, And My Own Over The Years.

   I Can't Imagine Living In Many Other Countries Today.
Persecution Is On The Rise For Anyone Proclaiming An Allegiance To Jesus Christ. They're Tearing Down Churches In China, North Korea, And Many Other Countries Around The World.
They Routinely Torture And Kill Christians.
Why?
Just Because Of Speaking His Words Of Love And Demonstrating Their Faith Everyday.

   What A Strange Behavior!
For Those Who Desire Love, Forgiveness And Joy, To Destroy The Very Messengers That Speak Of These Things. My Hope And Prayer Is That They Will Come To Understand The Intense Love He Has For Us.
And If You're Reading This And Haven't Yet Asked Jesus To Come Into Your Life And Change Things For You,Then You Have Questions And Are Seeking Answers.
 I'm Trusting And Praying That You Will See His Truth And Love Across Your Lives.

   After All My 'Soap-Boxing', I Remember The Situations My Wife And I Found Ourselves In Last Week. Trials And Tribulations, "Sigh".

  She Just Got Out After 3 Weeks In A Rehab Center Where She Needed To Regain Her Ambulatory Abilities. And Boy, Was This A Trial For Her And The Other Elderly Sequestered There.

   One Time While She Was Talking To Me On The Phone, She Had Already Rung For The Nurse Or Aide To Help Her Get To The Bathroom. She Had To Wait In Her Wheelchair For 40-45 Minutes Because "They Were Clearing The Dinner Trays".

   And Then There Was The Matter Of Her Few Possessions. My Daughter Went To The Trouble Of Buying My Wife At Least 2 New Shirts And 3 Sets Of New Pants. After The FIRST Day They Were All Missing And After Almost A Week, Only 2 Of The Brand New Shirts Showed Up Because I Demanded They Find These Items.

   After 3 Weeks, She Ended Up Coming Home With Only 2 Sets Of Clothes Out Of The 6-7 Outfits We Brought Her. Oh, And The Last Week Of Her Stay, She Had To Wear The Same Clothes For 3 Days Because "Laundry Hadn't Been Done Yet. But Give Us A List And We Will Gladly Call You If We Find Them."

   Wow. When Did We Start Considering The Elderly And Wise Beyond Our Years, A 'Burden' To Be Tasked With? Have We Forgotten Or Were We Never Taught That The Elderly Have Experience And Deserve At LEAST Human Decency?

   Sad World We Live In. Yet, Who Will Change It? Only You And Me. With The Lord All Things Are Possible. But....We Have To Speak Up With The Authority We Have Been Given As Believers In Jesus Christ. If We Don't Speak, We're Never Heard.

   I Challenge You Today. If You Are A Believer In Jesus Christ And His Sacrifice, What You Hear Whispered In The Darkness, Shout In The Light. What You Hear In Your Closet, Shout It From The Rooftops.

And Even Though Me And Mine Have Suffered Through Disasters, Misfortunes, Diseases And Accidents, He Has Always Delivered Us. He Is Good To Those Who Will Honor His Name And Faith In Him.
In Matthew 5:43-46, Jesus Spoke In The Sermon On The Mount And Said "You Have Heard That It Was Said, ' Love Your Neighbor And Hate Your Enemy.' But I Tell You, Love Your Enemies And Pray For Those Who Persecute You, That You May Be Sons Of Your Father In Heaven. He Causes His Sun To Rise On The Evil And The Good, And Sends Rain On The Righteous And Unrighteous. If You Love Those Who Love You, What Reward Will You Get? Do Not Even Tax Collectors Do The Same? "

   He Speaks Every Language, Because We Are All Interconnected To Each Other. That's Why It's Called 'The Body Of Christ'.
Won't You Take A Chance And Surrender To Him Today? None Of Us Are Perfect, Yet He Will Change Your Life For The Better Each And Every Day.

Be Blessed, My Brothers And Sisters And Hold Fast Tightly To Your Faith. The Rewards Will Be Worth It All.

#JusSayinWhilePrayin.....<3'n Jesus Always,k.